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Bad dreams.

Last night my brain must have been on overload. I don't remember my dreams very often, but I did last night. I think I had at least five different dreams, all very charged with emotion. I only remember two of them with any clarity, but one hit me very hard in particular. Jamey and I were pregnant again. Why do our minds take these things as truth in dreams when quite obviously the opposite is true in real life? Anyway...we were pregnant. Not just newly, but 20 weeks to be exact. We were at the doctor's for that routine ultrasound, and we were so excited to find out if Mira was going to have a baby brother or sister. The technologist put the wand on my belly and started scanning. "It's a boy!" she said. Jamey and I just looked at each other, so excited to have another baby boy. "And how does everything else look?" I asked. All of a sudden the technologist's face went ashen, as she kept moving the wand around. "Hold on," she said, "I